Ugh. I started eating meat after being vegetarian for 8.5 years. I started eating meat in august. I weighed 135. I wore a size 8. Then i started eating my feelings. Its november and i weigh 153 and wear a size 12.
Of course, I have one aim, the grotesque. If I am not grotesque I am nothing.
why the fuck you started eating meat again ? if you need proteins, be careful to eat vegetables+cereal+leguminous at least once per day, meat is a shit for both environment and your body, and don't fix on your weight, you're so young, until you turn 24 it's not a big deal, you're just still under hormonal shower, and if it's eating disorder, just think about why you have some instead or restrain yourself. courage
i'm 31 and i'm still waiting for a certain human behaviour as i'm 12...i know now that most of the time "friends" are just a piece of shit. i have to not expecting so much from "human"
So many life changes to make all compressed into one space in time. People to let go and leave, who can't be what they used to be for me. Career choices and changes. It's no wonder I can't sleep really. Some nights I feel I'm just falling apart.
And every little gust that chances through Will dance in the dust of me and you
but alas, the process is necessary, and glad things are uʍop ǝpısdn now, so you can fix what you want to fix et let what you want to let and not wake up at 80 telling yourself "what the fuck i done during my life"
one step after one step, there is no beginning, was you are confronted today do it, tomorrow you'll have to fix an other part etc...i think we have to be stuck with the situation to fix it. courage !
Oh that is bad news - I hadn't heard I was only talking about him the other day, too: a true legend and a man who will for me forever be the embodiment of the Moon landings (moreso even than Neil & Buzz).
I used to work with a guy who lived in Herstmonceaux, who knew PM, and apparently he was every bit as nice a guy as you'd imagine from his tv persona.
Here's my Patrick Moore quiz question: With which well known personality, not known as a musician, did Patrick once play a duet, he on xylophone and the other chap on violin? (OK there are probably a number of answers to that, but to be correct you have to think of the one I am thinking of!)
And here are a baker's dozen interesting things I read about him in today's newspaper obits:
• He was educated at home because he suffered from ill-health, suffering from epilepsy as well as other conitions. Yet he published his first learned paper as a teenager. • He trained with the RAF, in Britain and in Canada. • His girlfriend was killed in the blitz, and he never married. • He was a member of UKIP. • He claims to be the only man to have met the three greatest pioneers of aviation/space exploration, Orville Wright, Yuri Gagarin, and Neil Armstrong. • He wrote an opera. • When he visited Utah, a guide said "Welcome to the Mormon state: it's not like the rest of America - youi'll find no drinking, no swearing, and no wild women". His reply was "It's hardly worth coming then, is it?" • He was excluded from membership of the Royal Society, purportedly because he made science popular. Yet his books were often more authoritative and up-to-date than some published by the learned members - and certainly much easier to read. • His amateur maps of the lunar surface, made from observations through his home telescope, were so good that the Soviets used them for their unmanned probe landings, instead of the 'official' ones. • He was the first man to accidentally swallow a fly on live television*. • He presented his show for 55 years (missing only one episode until his death at the age of 89) - a World record. • He was a genuine eccentric who revelled in his unkempt "mad professor" hair and unique appearance: one commentator described his suits as fitting him like a hangar fits a DC10. • He was a friend of Queen musician Brian May, who has a PhD in astrophysics.
* Apparently he ended his sentence with a strangled "gulp", and his mother later said "It must have been awful for you, dear, but think how much worse it was for the fly".
He was sooooo cool. He never had delusions of celebrity, in the astronomical community he was always approachable, I've seen him at various astronomical events out and about talking to amateur astronomers. He used to invite people around to his house for a curry and to have a look through his telescope, as he got older he couldn't use it anymore. I knew loads of people that had been around to see him. He was just lovely.
In other news.... I am low and need some hugs :'(
And every little gust that chances through Will dance in the dust of me and you