I have no life, and very few friends. I just kind of ignore what people expect from me ( I don't shave my underarms and I enjoy making very morbid morbid jokes). I never ever lie to people to spare their feelings. I am quick to judge and make no effort to hide how I feel. I am what you might call a bitch. I am cold and distant, too. My shrink says I should get out more, but I don't want to. He says I have a problem with isolating myself. My closest friends are my internet friends or my camp friends. I have three friends that I see regularly. My dr. says twice a week is good for socialisation, but that is so much. So much interaction. I am happy with my current best friend, tumblr. Why should I change when I am perfectly content?
Of course, I have one aim, the grotesque. If I am not grotesque I am nothing.
i'm 30 and i'm still the same as you describe except i hang out with anyone in my city except my sis and my boyf. i wish i'll be more politically correct and mor socialized but i'm what i am and i'm quite glad of it even if i suffer sometimes from loneliness
I was doing yoga last night and discovered that I can fold in half. That was neat. Maybe I could be a contortionist. But then I wake up this morning and my back is all fucked up!
Of course, I have one aim, the grotesque. If I am not grotesque I am nothing.
contorsionist hurt me just as seeing nice you improve your yoga, i prefered to sleep instead of going at my pilates course, cross the city by winter morning was too difficult for me. i was asleep at 21.30last night and wake up at 11 this morning. can't imagine i spend 13.30hours to sleep. that cos i'm little depressed. no idea of what i would do next year, my house is a mess, even knitting takes too much energy. but was at the roman bath yesterday spend three hours in the several baths, hammam and sauna, and that was really cool.
So Kenny moved back to town. I have mixed feelings. And then, today, I was talking to this girl at school and she said something about cute lesbians. And I said 'I want a cute lesbian!". And she goes 'Mac likes you'. Rad. I have had my eye on Mac for a long while now.
Of course, I have one aim, the grotesque. If I am not grotesque I am nothing.
I have to start by saying I have a toddler and am 8 months pregnant. So things are not exactly.... "easy" for me at the moment. Anywho, I had in-laws all week long and they were lovely, low maintenance & go with the flow. Sweet.
My family arrives Sunday and starts complaining before we even enter the house. Complaints throughout the day: My house is too far away (1 hour), I have too many stairs, you have to park too far away, the Easter bunny's costume sucks, your town's egg hunt sucks, too many bugs (i am out in the woods), too many kids (??), I didn't cook enough, your table is too small, blah blah blah blah.
And then they leave before I'm even done eating. I'm literally sitting at the dinner table eating & my dad is already in the car. We ate at 2. He left at 3.
None of them brought any kind of side dish. All of them are fully capable adults with no jobs or small children. My sister brought wheat thins, ate ours and then took her box home. WTF? Thanks for the contribution!
Never again.
Tori: Anaheim '07, LA '07, LA '09, LA '11, LA '14 ~ Jo: LA '10 ~ Char Mar: LA '09, LA '11, LA '12, LA '14
As an added bonus I got to listen to my dad tell little kids that Obama needs to be impeached. Got to listen to him bash gay men while talking with a lisp, and also got to listen to him make fun of a woman's support group I'm a member of. This was in a park. With my community around me. I wanted to hide. Good times. Glad I got to vent here, thank you.
He's all for taking contraceptives and medical care away from women even though he has three daughters. He's "one of those."
This is all just becoming funny, especially my wheat thins comment above, lol
Tori: Anaheim '07, LA '07, LA '09, LA '11, LA '14 ~ Jo: LA '10 ~ Char Mar: LA '09, LA '11, LA '12, LA '14
I'm sorry Jessie. No one should have to listen to a lot of complaining and bashing, especially from their own family. Maybe you should look into divorcing your family, and adopting a new one. I'm joking...but not really.